Sick of Being Sick

For the past few weeks to few months, something has been going on with me. I have been having a lot of weird sick spells. I am wondering if I have a new food allergy or if something is going on with my stomach. I will have random periods of feeling fine, then boom, I'm feeling nauseated. I'll wake up in the morning, boom, sick again. I'll be driving somewhere... then boom... I'm sure you are getting the hint. I don't want to go to the doctor because I'm tired of hearing "nothing is wrong." Whatever...

February is almost over. Brian and I have been talking a lot about the future and what it has to hold for us and we are thinking that if he doesn't have a police officer position when our lease is up (June), we are going to be moving... probably to Brighton. They have some really big apts that are as much as we pay now. I admire him in all he is doing to find a job. I think he is at 25 applications sent out. I'm still hopeful for Grand Rapids. I think it would be a good place, but I don't want to get my hopes up too much. Whatever is going to happen will happen in God's timing.

I'm in the FUBR clan now for COD World at War. I know... I'm a geek but I have come to realize that is OK. There have been so many times that I have put my wants and desires on the back burner to help out others, and taking a few hours out each night to do something I want is invigorating! I am very happy about where I am and haven't felt a lot of guiltiness in wanting to do things that I want to do. I'm beginning to feel like a whole new person.

Last Day

Today is the last day my branch will be open. This day is full of saddness and joy all at the same time. Although we (my coworkers and I) have our issues, we are still family and breaking up is hard. It's always a hard thing to do. We finally all know where we are going, so that is nice... I start my new branch tomorrow. We have a lot of loyal customers that are deeply saddened by us closing but as I like to say, "you've got to do what you've got to do."

Brian is still filling out applications like crazy. I'm stressing out a little bit because this economy is SUCKING and I fear him finding a job will not happen. I know deep down that it is only my fear that is saying that. Brian is very good at what he does.

Liberty classes are going well. I am half way done with my 2 classes this semester. I think I will do ok... although who knows. I hate government and I have 2 of those classes to take.

I have a lot to update about, just no time since I am at work... I'll try to update later.