It's been forever...

I know it has been forever since I have posted. Oops. Between work and school, I've just been getting by when it comes to time!

Everything is going well for us though. Brian is in the 3rd Phase of his training and will soon be by hisself. He is doing great from how it sounds so big kuddos to him.

Work for me is going really well. I have been transferred to another store that could "use some help." What that specifically means, I do not know, but am sure I will find out in the many days to come.

I have been thinking a lot about babies lately. It's been hitting me really hard because I have a lot of people asking me when Brian and I are going to have kids. Last night, we had "the talk." I don't know what to do. I am excelling in my work so much right now that I have to wonder if I want to or am ready to take a break doing that to have a child. Or, would I just not even go back to it and stay at home? I don't know!!

I have had so many emotions go through me that I am lost. I think back to the times I have been pregnant and wonder if that will happen again... a miscarriage that is. Or, was the timing bad and we just weren't ready? I don't know. Am I ready? Will I ever be "ready"????? I still am finishing up my 3rd degree... but what am I going to do with it when I am done? Will I go back to LP or move on to something different? I'm at the point to where I feel I am ready, but am I or is that just a  feeling that I have currently?

....Oye....