Depression is horrible. I have suffered from it for many years, however, it feels worse and different right now. I feel lost in my on body. I feel like there isn't anything I can do... except wait. I'm tired...
I'm tired of crying... of hoping, of wishing, wanting, longing...

Work has me down in the dumps. I swear, I must have a "walk all over me" sign on my back that I didn't know about. I feel like a slave to Tahirah... as she makes me go get her ice and grab things off the printer, just because "she doesn't want to." Things will change there... very soon.

I have severe hyperhidrosis. It happens all the time, no matter what I do to prevent it. For those of you who know me, you know I have it. It's no secret to anyone. It's embarrassing and makes me want to crawl in a hole.

I was supposed to be finished with school in December, however my manager doesn't want me to take summer classes. She can't "give me the days off" that I need for school... well then why during my interview when I first started, when I mentioned that I am a FULL TIME STUDENT did you not tell me then that you wouldn't work around my school schedule? Why did you say, "well... you are part time, so we will be able to work around whatever you need. Just let us know in advance so we can make the schedule around it." IT'S 2 MONTHS IN ADVANCE!! Again... empty promises... My job has been full of them... from the first day... don't know who to trust when they say anything to me anymore.

My allergies are acting up really bad right now. I'm tired, I'm cranky, I'm depressed...

...welcome to my world...