Why does pregnancy make me sad??
Wait.. NOT me... I'm NOT pregnant! When I find out others are pregnant... I get all sad. Maybe it's because of the miscarriage... I don't know. I mean, I am very very very happy for them, but it hurts inside. Is that bad? Is that weird? Will I ever get over the stupid miscarriage?
Right now, I know 9 girls who are pregnant... 9!!!! It just hits my heartstrings. I know that one day, that will be me... and that will be fine... I just hurt sometimes. Bri and I are almost done with school (December 08), then we will get a house, then children. I know I am not ready for them right now, but I just wonder a lot...
If I didn't miscarry... I'd be 7 mos pregnant right now... that is SO weird to think about... :o)
One day I will meet my twins, and that will be a good day... until then... I must be content....
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About Me
- Misty
- Ann Arbor, MI
- I have been married since August 27, 2005. I have two kitties rescued from Hurricane Katrina. I have 2 heros... my mom and Brian. They are the most amazing people to me and have helped in so many ways. I guess you could say that Aunt Jane is a hero too. She is always there to help support us and is encouraging... you can tell her and mom are sisters!! I am a criminal justice major. I have received an associates degree in occupational studies in May of 2008 and have been awarded my associates degree in Criminal Justice. Now I attend Liberty University based out of Lynchburg, VA., majoring in what else, but Criminal Justice.
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I know how you feel.
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